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The Visions of Ji Won Park
Four years after the attack, she draws and learns to speak.
Gallery: Ji Won's art »
Saturday was the fourth anniversary of the attack on Ji Won Park. It caused a brief uproar, both here and in Korea, but public attention has gone on to other concerns.
Ji Won, her brother David, and their mother Jackie Lim carry on the long, slow process of bringing her back into the world. They see some progress, even in unlikely ways. On recent visits, my first in many months, I could see it too.
She's looking very well -- a tall, slender young woman with a big smile. Her hands are clenched, but a recent Botox injection has relaxed them a bit.
She's even taking speech therapy. "She can say yes and no," David tells me, though the words are still indistinct. Watching her work with her speech therapist, I marvel at how she must consciously move her tongue to form vowels and consonants, and then words: eye, ear, dinner, light.
You may remember an old movie, The Miracle Worker, about the education of Helen Keller. In one famous scene, the blind, deaf little girl pulls on a pump handle and finds a word in her earliest memories: "Wa-wa." When I watch and hear Ji Won say "Wa-uh," I feel shock and elation in equal measure.
Art of recovery
Last winter Ji Won embarked on another activity: art. This is extraordinary because the attack in Stanley Park left her with cortical blindness; she can see three-dimensional objects, but images in two dimensions are almost impossible for her to understand. This means she can't read, and therefore can't even use a computer to compile text into a readable or speakable expression.
Nevertheless, with the aid of a tutor, Ji Won last winter began to create works that fall somewhere between landscapes and mindscapes. Using coloured marker pens clenched in her left hand, she drew in a style reminiscent of Jackson Pollock: seemingly random curves, straight lines and zigzags that add up to more than they seem.
One in particular, "Landscape of Stanley Park," evokes the place where she was attacked, and where she still goes for walks. Even without knowing that, a viewer would sense the anger and menace the work conveys.
Another, "My body was lifted up by Jesus Christ in dream," portrays a knot of red lines breaking free from a web of black and dark green and rising straight up into a cloud of pale green and orange. And "Sorrows of my immobilized legs" shows a tenuous, almost invisible human outline whose legs are a knotted mass of pain.
Jackie tells me that Ji Won doesn't just draw what she sees. Instead she thinks about it, composing it in her mind before transposing the image to paper. "And when she is done, she is very tired," Jackie adds.
I can believe it. Ji Won is forcing her brain to grow, to re-wire itself, to re-create some of the functions lost in the attack. I would love to know what she sees when she looks at her own art…and if it looks different now from what it did three or four months ago.
Friends and travels
Though the day is built around Ji Won's needs, the family manages to enjoy life. Their Coal Harbour apartment is airy and bright, designed for persons with disabilities. They go for walks around the marina and into Stanley Park. Friends come from Korea for long visits. David takes classes at Capilano College and works in a local restaurant. He hopes to eventually get into a construction job.
The family likes to go on trips, though they can manage only two or three days without the help of Ji Won's attendants. Recently they went to Seattle for a few days of sightseeing and museums; they hope to see more of Canada soon. She's looking forward to riding horseback this summer, and sailing -- and maybe learning to ski in the winter.
I still have hopes that one way or another, Ji Won will come fully back into the world -- by learning to speak again, and through her art. (The art tutor had to leave; the family is looking for a new one.)
For now, she conveys her emotions very well. She follows conversations attentively and responsively. Day by day, she works to regain what she lost on May 27, 2002. Some day she will speak with us again.
Tyee regular contributor Crawford Kilian runs a blog about Ji Won here. ![]()




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paul willcocks
6 years ago
Comments on "The Visions of Ji Won Park"
Whee did the drawing titles comes from?
paul willcocks
6 years ago
Sorry, that should be 'where do the drawing titles come from?'
BC Dude
6 years ago
Ji Won, My prayers are with you to be able to speak one day & your family to gain strength with each passing day!
Colin
6 years ago
Glad to hear that she has been able to advance and hope that she is able to continue to do so. So is the dirtbag that attacked her still in prison or is he out on parole already?
BC Dude
6 years ago
that dirt bag Coward should be put into regular prison system to be sentenced by his cellmates who have a very low regard for sexual predators especially pedophiles & rapists
Crawford
5 years ago
Paul asks about the titles of Ji Won's drawings. Her mother tells me that a drawing takes at least a week of thinking and planning before Ji Won starts. During that time, Jackie asks a lot of questions about it, getting yes (smile) or no (downcast eyes) answers.
Sometimes Ji Won will also point in a given direction: "Sea wall? Building? Stanley Park?" Eventually the answers come, and with them the titles.
Alcibiades
5 years ago
Words fail.
If it were not for hope, the heart would break.
OneWomanArmy
5 years ago
I have so much to say, and so much anger that it makes me want to scream. A scream from the womb, the place of nourishment and of life beginning.
When a woman sees another woman who has been brutalized like Ji Won it reminds her of her own abuse throughout her life. It reminds her of each and every event and brings her to the core of her feelings on being so terrorized. She wonders why she is allowed to be terrorized and comes to her own answers.
She wonders if she can do anything about it. Sometimes there's little successes but more often the tide is so strongly against her that she may simply give up.
I would hope that the men who have seen this article or know about Ji Won can go through the layers that make up the bastion of patriarchal thinking and see why this attack happened in the first place.
I hope you see the bigger picture.
Every day, as a woman, I have to question where I am. How safe am I here? Why is that man doing looking at me like that? There's another one, looking at me like that. Should I just walk fast? What if he suddenly grabs me? Never at night. Oh no, never is it safe at night.
I suppose I want men to ask themselves the same kinds of questions. Do you even have the same worries?
Yes, it's wonderful that Ji Won might speak again but she certainly is the culmination of Violence Against Women. And there are so many women like her in this world.
The fact that she can't speak is such an ironic reminder of how silenced women feel.
Instead of worrying about her attacker's punishment I would ask men that you take a deep look inside and understand your male privilege so you can change on a personal level.
It might be such a subtle thought you have towards women. It's probably a whisper. Yet, it's there.
Thank you Mr. Killian for reminding us of this and supporting Ji Won. May we never forget.