Life

Hangin' with the 'Outflow'

That's what bureaucrats call kids who flee rural, small town BC.

By Heather Ramsay, 30 Jun 2005, TheTyee.ca

Rural Youth

Alessandra Cross is 11 years old. She loves the forest, the beaches, the eagles, and all the other wild bounty of her home in a tiny village in the isolated islands of Haida Gwaii. But no matter how much she enjoys picking berries and playing in driftwood logs by the ocean, there is no question in her mind about whether she'll leave - only when.

Alessandra wants to be a forensic scientist, like on Crime Scene Investigation, and that's not going to happen in Skidegate.

"I'll definitely visit, but won't live here because there aren't that many jobs," she says. At least none that will satisfy the ambitions of a young girl who also wants to "travel the world" and "go somewhere different."

Charming prison

To an urban youth, the rural areas of British Columbia can seem pretty darn dull. What may be quiet and quaint about a tiny island community to an adult, can be prison to a style-hungry youth.

That's why some rural youth plot to leave as soon as they can. They crave better jobs, education, or excitement of the city,

Researchers at Statistics Canada call these kids the "outflow." They say some communities call the kids that too.

But while shopping malls and TV drama show type jobs may be the initial drawing card, some youth have deeper reasons for wanting to go.

Joby Wilson has wanted out ever since her older brothers left for school in the city four years ago. Twelve-year-old Wilson grew up in the village of Skidegate on Haida Gwaii/ Queen Charlotte Islands. With a population of 700, give or take, she knows just about everyone in town, and they know her.

Rural dangers?

Wilson wants to be a basketball player and although she says where she lives is okay, her eyes take on a more serious tone when she states that she can do better.

"There are more positive things out there for me. I'm not dissing this place but I don't want to get into drugs," she says.

Ironically, this is the most compelling reason for teens to leave their quiet rural homes - more trouble awaits them on the gentle shores of Haida Gwaii, than in the city.

"Its easier to get into trouble in a small place. There is lots of peer pressure, and a lot of pot and alcohol," says Cassandra Cross, age 13, whose family moved back to the village after living in Vancouver and then Montreal. She says she never got into trouble in the city.

Independence in numbers

She's another future "outflow." Cross dreams of being a psychiatrist or some other helping professional, but for now she'd just like the rocks to be swept off the roads in her town, so she do some serious rollerblading.

Rollerblading is one of the reasons she prefers the city, and the others are all about recreation too. She misses the pools, the ice-skating, the hockey, and the tennis courts. When she's rich, Cross says, she'll come back to visit and make sure there is something, other than a bowling alley, for youth to do here. She suggests an arcade.

Most teens, rural or urban, yearn to strike out on their own as they get older, but those from the city can get on the subway, find an apartment and be far enough away from their parents to feel independent.

When you live in a rural area, especially on this island in the north, the costs of independence and anonymity include plane fare and major commitment.

'Return Migrants'

In 2000, Statistics Canada released a report entitled "Rural Youth: Stayers, Leavers and Return Migrants" that studied the trends affecting rural areas across the country.

"There is a sense that most rural communities offer few opportunities for their younger people, requiring them to leave for urban communities, most likely not to return," states the preamble to the findings.

According to the report, in virtually all provinces young people 15 to 19 years of age are leaving rural areas in greater proportions than urban areas. And in general, only 25 per cent of these youth return to rural communities after ten years.

No fear

Rural policy makers and community leaders are scrambling to find solutions to the outflow problem.

"When I first started thinking about the issue, it was from a place of fear," says youth critic and MP for the Skeena Bulkley Valley Nathan Cullen.

"It was, 'we've got to keep these people, we've got to do these things' and there was a slight panic in my approach."

Since then, he has discovered that working to create a community with high quality of life and good opportunities is a better way to go.

He has set out to shift the perception that the city is the place for limitless opportunity while the rural areas are a place of restriction.

Risk appeal

"It is about risk, to my mind. We must encourage risk taking" among youth, he says.

To this end Cullen, age 32, has put up $5,000 of his personal funds and raised $10,000 more from credit unions and community futures organizations, to offer the first Youth Entrepreneur awards in his riding.

These awards, which will be presented starting in September 2005, will support young business people with existing or evolving northwest ventures. Cullen says although the awards offer real cash value to youth, there is a certain symbolism inherent in the burgeoning program.

"The message is: as a young person we are seeking to support you in some of the things you want to do," he says.

Discover home

This support is exactly what Murphy Patrick, a 27 year-old leader from the Lake Babine Nation, says is lacking in many small communities. He became an "outflow" statistic several years ago when he left his community of 500, near Burns Lake, because there was little opportunity or support for him there.

It wasn't until, at 16 years-old, he participated in a local Rediscovery Program which teaches outdoor skills, cultural practices and leadership skills to indigenous youth, that he realized what he might be missing out in the world at large. "It wasn't even on my mind. I just knew I lived in a small community," he says.

Now he studies acting and film special effects in Toronto, travels internationally, works with different organizations like the United Nations and is constantly "putting himself out there," he says.

Boiling points

But he's only a quasi-outflow. He returns to his community every summer to run the Boiling Point Rediscovery program, which this summer will include Canoe Quest 2005, a journey by large traditional canoes from Prince Rupert to Bella Coola, as well as a Salmon Nation Youth Summit.

The Rediscovery program gives young people on reserve hope, he says. Murphy doesn't like to think of what his life would be if he had never gotten involved.

"Not a lot of young people leave the Rez. Or they go and come back. Living in the city and on their own is a challenge, and it's a hard one to fulfill," he says.

For some, remaining in their home communities is seen as a failure, for others it is an economic necessity, but he wants to encourage youth to see beyond the walls of the reserve.

Opt-out

"There is so much opportunity out there, even on the reserve, but it is not supported or fulfilled in any way by community leaders," he says. Even the Rediscovery program is struggling due to shifting priorities in the management of his band.

Eventually, Murphy wants to come back and develop a more long-term program for youth in his community. "There is a great need especially in the north, for a foundation for kids to fall back on," he says.

Providing a foundation is important, but many want to leave anyway. According to the Statistics Canada report, four out of ten youth who could have the job they desire in their community, will leave for an urban centre anyway.

Draw back

Cullen says the most important thing for rural policy makers and leaders to think about is how to create a community that draws people to it.

"We need to act with confidence and know young people need to go away to further their education or have world experiences," he says. They may bring that experience back, but only if they see the rural environment as a positive option.

Meanwhile, back on Haida Gwaii/ Queen Charlotte Islands, with a population of less than 5,000, some teens already see the benefits of living in a small place.

Cousins Jaana and Tina Moody like the freedom of their small community.

"You are free to run around and do whatever you want," they say.

Non-outflow

Others talk positively about how everyone knows each other so well and how important family is. For some, the lack of crowds is a plus and one girl likes her town because she doesn't have to walk as far as she does in the city.

Chrissie Oakley, a 14 year-old who just moved to Queen Charlotte City with her parents from Squamish, says she prefers small towns and doesn't plan on going anywhere.

"We're country people, we really like it here," she says of her family.

She's been to the big city and that was enough to convince her that it isn't her style. Oakley wants to be an interior decorator or, work helping people, and she's pretty sure she can do either in the quiet, smallness of her new hometown.

What's the Tyee word of the week? It's the word that defines a sub-culture. Each week this summer, the Tyee explores contemporary BC.

Have an idea for a word? Send it to editor@thetyee. ca with the subject "my word of the week."

Heather Ramsay, based in Queen Charlotte City, is a Tyee contributing editor.  [Tyee]

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  • Fiat lux

    6 years ago

    Comments on "Hangin' with the 'Outflow'"

    This story either ignores, or doesn't understand a good part of the problem. Rural communities developed around resources and locally based economic systems that needed either skilled, or non skilled people with reasonable wages for decent life.

    With the advent of neoclassical market economics people have been replaced by machines. Skills have been destroyed and replaced by so called "specialization", forcing people into cities. Specialization and city life creates incompetence and total reliance on bought and paid for services, which is sweet music to the ears of neoclassical economists as incompetence and the replacement of people by automated machines drives up the fraudulent GDP, Growth and Productivity figures, regardless of the problems it leaves behind.

    Add to this the constant bombardment of young people with a steady flow of advertising completely misleading their thinking process, selling city life as the ultimate Utopia, where they don't have chores to do, no mud, no gardening, no manure to shovel, only neat little boxes for people to live in, and endless parties after work .

    Before automation people learned skills at very early ages and became useful members of societies. In my childhood years I've seen the yearly "masterpieces" of 14- 16 year old apprentices, displaying incredible skills, strictly enforced by the trade guilds. In other words, they became "somebodies" and valuable human beings in their communities. Today people are worthless nobodies in the eyes of the ruling class. Under market economics people's only worth and self respect is confined to their spending power as "consumers". Another fraudulent PR concept, as we can't "consume" anything, only convert resources into other forms, ultimately into garbage and sewage, but this is covered up to give people the illusion of brainwash induced well being.

    Urbanization, or forced urbanization is the result of long term planning by necoclassical economists to make society incompetent and incapable of self reliance. Some years back I saw a bearded economist, by the name of Lang, inteviewed on CBC TV on agriculture. He said "We must subsidize farmers to get them off the land!" I don't know who that guy was, but wouldn't be surprised if he'd be teaching and brainwashing students today with such wisdoms, as thousands of his peers are around the world.

    What economists, big business and their bought politicians are also carefully cover up is the simple fact that "HUMAN LABOUR DOESN'T COST ANYTHING TO AN ECONOMY". The biggest expense and waste to an economy is unemployment and incompetence. Businesses and corporations are NOT the economy, as much as they're pretend to be.

    As far rural life is concerned, we moved out here, into the boondocks 26 years ago, after 24 years in Vancouver . We produce the majority of our healthy, organic foods, our air is as clean as can be, we built up a great degree of self sufficiency, enough to make an economist scream in terror. We can create artworks, build, make and repair just about anything in our workshops. Right now I'm painting a series on the dance, free and without any sales in mind and also building a twin axle stock trailer.My wife is out in her garden all the time. This permits us to live very comfortably on our pensions and also subsidize our cattle $4000 per year since this BSE madness. We're healthy, take no medications, whereas in a city we could only afford to eat dogfood on our present income, loaded with drugs.

    My wife hasn't been back to Vancouver for 25 years and I for 17, when I was delivering some orders. It turns our stomachs when we see pictures on how that city was turned into a "world class" pigsty since we left. There are more highly educated people out here on a per capita basis, than in any city, because they appreciate the good life. Ed Deak, Big Lake.

  • jtothemfk

    6 years ago

    Excellent points, Fiat Lux. It's heartening to hear that not everyone can be turned into good little consumer-dependants. Myself, I'm very far from having the self-sufficient skills so that I can, with little fear and anxiety, give the proverbial finger to this market driven madness we're all subject to. However, I will be sure that my children are brought up "good and proper", that is, never beholden to the whims and fancies of consumer culture. They will learn to stand on their own, whether it be in a small village, a commune, the East Side, West Side or wherever.

  • anarcho

    6 years ago

    As someone who spent the first 20 years of my life in rural or small town BC I agree with what fiat lux says. What sent me packing to the Big City was lack of employment. But I have always wished to return to the small town way of life, which is, in most ways, superior to that of the large urban centers. I consider it madness on the part of our rulers to herd us all into half a dozen or so large urban areas. Of course, it makes sense from their point of view - we are easier to control and exploit in this manner.

  • Camgra

    6 years ago

    Here in Vancouver, high fuel prices have threatened delivery of foods and consumer goods to stores. My ability to hunt and gather(shop for groceries) is threatened and it forces one to think: how can an apple brought from New Zealand compete with an apple from Enderby?
    Safeway's produce department is profitable, despite a 27% spoilage rate. This is appalling waste, even if only the cost of the fuel used to bring it to market is considered. A litre of fuel requires a litre of water in the refining process, which is wasted. Some nth percent of our air was polluted with no benefit to anyone as the litres were burned. Et cetera.
    Communities within cities are pushing back. My community is striving to become a fair trade zone and with the resources the net provides, along with the energy of locals, places that do business as Safeway does will be forced to evolve or lose their market.

  • KWD

    6 years ago

    The population of BC is approx 4 million: over 3 million urban and less than 1 million rural. Of the less than one million considered rural, including the 5000 living on the Charlottes and the 350+/- living near Big Lake, only 10,000 actually live on farms, the other 60,000 are considered urban farm population.

    So, if we do away with fraudulent neoclassical economics, mindless media, specialization, automation and the rest of the ills associated with city life identified by Ed, and opt for locally based economic systems (as opposed to a globalized economic system??) what do we do with three million urban dwellers?

    I suppose they could move and join the 60,000 folks considered urban farm dwellers but the big city problem of jobs, income levels, food, transportation, pollution, education, health care ad nauseam would still exist. I’m sure that, even in Big Lake and the Charlottes, locals can only produce so much dirty laundry to keep the economy going.

    Ed, though I agree with your list of social ills faced by today’s societies, I don’t buy the causes (with the exception of interference run by the ruling elite) you’ve identified. Economic theory, automation, specialization, etc., are responses to demands placed by society, they don’t cause those demands.

  • cosmo

    6 years ago

    The problem is that cities make a lot of sense, environmentally. I agree with the cultural criticism but surely the answer is to change the culture in the cities! It can happen.

    I also agree that the economic system, combined with media, has resulted in a BS 'popular culture'. But fuck popular culture. In this way, I disagree that that the economic system is determinative. With enough good people and creativity, we can do our best to 'nudge' culture in a more wnlightened direction.

    For this reason I also disagree with the idea that small towns must be left due to their employment situation. Now I'm not stupid. I'm from uber-small town BC. However, with enough creativity, you can create opportunities.

    I've worked in all regions of BC and spent good quality time is the best and worst of small town BC. And there are very few that have no hope. Those that do (resource towns that are ALSO in ugly/illogical places) will have to fall. But the vast majority have some kind of magic, and BC will likely continue to grow in global popularity as a destination to visit and live.

    As a small town boy who has been working/travelling/studying for 11 years since I left my small town, I have at least gotten far enough away to be simplied awed at every memory from every one of those towns.

    So in response to the comments and the article, I say you just gotta leave for a while. Pick up some skills, get educated; then move back to the unequaled magic that is living, and raising kids, in rural British Columbia.

  • Yammer

    6 years ago

    I enjoy visiting the sticks once in a while; it's the only place to really enjoy motocrossing, hunting, cetera and cetera.

    But rural life is essentially doomed. The raison d'etre is not the quality of life, but the fact that you used to be able to get work there. Now you can't. And who would want it?

    I'm getting the picture that Fiat pines for the glories of an imaginary pre-industrial (pre-germ theory, pre-Internet, and pre-democractic) utopia in which the noble peasant gambolled about their commune, taking it in turns to act as an executive officer for the week.

    Them nasty machines supplanted human labour. Yes, they did! Many fewer humans are consigned to mule-like lives of backbreaking toil in the fields, mines, factories and abattoirs.

    If you think that's a bad thing, my friend, you just ain't done it.

    Yup, these rural (and displaced city) people need something to do. Maybe it'll be arts and culture, the dawn of a new renaissance. Why not? I think that's a lot more likely than persuade anyone that it is preferable to throw our sabot into the works for the chance to scrabble in noble filth.

  • Fiat lux

    6 years ago

    I won't get into too many details of my life experience, let's just say I'm 78, grew up during the depression in East Europe, by 17 I had 5 years of military training and was in the army as a battalion staff master marksman detailed to a heavy machinegun squad to protect the guns from infiltrators and snipers. Wounded in action in 1945, ,POW, have lived in 4 countries under every known political system. Sentenced to death by the nazis, to the gulags by the communists. Apart from academic studies at Cambridge, and classical art training, I'm also qualified in several trades, can design and build a house, install all the plumbing and electrics, design and build all the furniture in any style from Chippendale to Chinese modern, paint all the pictures on the walls and carve the sculptures. Weld, fabricate, build machinery etc. Then, just for the fun of it, bring me some economics professor and watch me crucify him, or her, in a public debate. By the way, English was my 5th language and have never spent a single hour in any English class.

    In other words, my friend, I have done it and can still do a lot most people can't even dream of. So unless you can beat my record, please be very careful in what you say.

    My point is that the present forced urbanization is accomplished with the use of literally unlimited energy inputs into inefficient systems, which is not ecologically sustainable. I've been working with and am in daily contact with some of the top scientific names in the field of sustainable economics and hold the 1991 copyright on the only scientifically correct and unbreakable definition of economic efficiency.

    I don't know how the cities will be dismantled and the people resettled in efficient life styles, but I know that it can be done and also how it can be done. It may take a major economic collapse, or catastrophe, but the present huge cities are not economically , or ecologically sustainable and will self destruct, because there won't be enough energy or water to keep them going. The official water consumption (now I'm using the word) is 1400 US gallons per person per day for each city dweller an there ain't not enough water to keep it going forever. Ed Deak, Big Lake.

  • Bailey

    6 years ago

    Yammer sez we should maybe have us a new renaissance. Hot doggies! I can hardly wait.

    I'm afraid it's much more likely to be a new dark age. People are poorly adapted to large groups. Ideal group size for humans seems to be around 250. At that level we can identify and empathize with others. Work together.

    At 25,000,000 we get stupid. We discriminate, we hate, we pursue idiotic self-destructive policies. We think that if we steal food from others so we can be fat while they die of hunger, that's progress. We start thinking that if we stop educating children, we'll be better off keeping the money for ourselves. Or that 40% poverty rates are perfectly all right, and it's their own fault.

    Technology provides an opportunity to move economic activities out of centralized cities, and carry it out in smaller communities, thus spreading wealth and worthy satisfying lives for the whole society. Cities reduce the general prosperity of the society, concentrating it in the hands of a few, who then start to believe these false premises.

    It makes us all poorer when rural culture withers and dies.

  • anarcho

    6 years ago

    Right on, Bailey. This people-herding is pure insanity.

  • KWD

    6 years ago

    “I don't know how the cities will be dismantled and the people resettled in efficient life styles, but I know that it can be done and also how it can be done.” Ed, I’m not sure I understand this comment; either you know or you don’t. But I suspect, aside from your life experiences, you’re like the rest of us, and it’s the latter.

    Whatever the mechanisms (disease, war, hunger or any combination), and whatever the rate involved in effecting population redistribution and abundance, as dwindling resources make their absence felt, you can be sure that farmers and farm communities will not be immune to the process. As you’ve witnessed in your lifetime, the human animal is capable of doing whatever it takes to survive. Some city folk have developed some very ingenious survival techniques.

    Unless we move further and further into a police state (anti terrorist laws: U$ Homeland Security and Bills C38 and 39 in Canada are just the beginning) the ‘have-nots’ will swarm the ‘haves’ like prairie locusts in a grain field.

    Bailey, we learn discrimination, hatred and self-destructive behaviour in the first five or six years of life; the rest of life is devoted to reinforcement of that learning. The source of that “learning” is from family and peers. It has nothing to do with population size. It is likely that population size merely magnifies; makes it more noticeable and the outcomes more severe.

  • Coyote

    6 years ago

    Though my life has been about evenly divided between cities and agriculture/small towns, I have some differences with Fait Lux in his take on cities, and though they need serious scaling down, as centres of science, arts, research and the pivot points of trade that will still need to go on, I think cites will continue to have a variety of important functions, even in a more rational social model. If we can ever successfully get shuck of current capitalism and its fear and greed driven dynamics that is. (Already though, the dehumanizing and alienating aspects of cities like Vancouver even, itself actually on the smaller end of really big international mega-cities, are inescapable-, at all those points where "the rot" can't be hidden. Vancouver's anus is right there, in full bouquet, at Hastings and Main, for example.)

    Even driving into Vancouver, a week or so ago, starting at about Hope already, one could feel the pace,stress and tension begin to build, until by the big Surrey Centre flag's sighting and the Port Mann Bridge, when you knew that you were full into the total insanity of the place. Anyway, the heebie-jeedies even thinking about it. (Kamloops isn't a whole hell of a lot better, or Kelowna, prime example of the dog's breakfast upchuck model of urban capitalist development, and increasingly, the similar spewed out across the landscape model of the Okanagan Valley in its entirety.)

    But even while acknowleding that, in the ideal reduced "population level world", where hopefully the "frear and greed" drive of a capitalist society has also been moved beyond, there will still be the place and need for cities, hopefully some diminished in number and scale, and "suck" upon rural and real smaller town areas ,I much identify with what Fait says, but especially Bailey. (This latter who continues to have the capacity to pleasantly surprise me. :-)

    He has the scale about right, in my view, but especially he has the decentralizing aspect or potential of technology about right, as a means of the possible spreading of wealth and vitality around, especially back to smaller, much smaller urban areas.

    The genie of technology is out of the bottle, and as a species, I don't think we are suddenly going to pretend that it doesn't have its uses, and positive as well as negative potentials, such that we are going to turn away from it. Evolution will have to strike us down as a species for that to occur, I think. And that is always possible. Still, there is no going back, for us, I don't think, to some idealized past that never really entirely existed anyway.

    But there are things that we can and need to do. It starts with expanding the place and role of democracy in ALL our political and economic institutions. That gives ordinary folks greater control over these outcomes everywhere. Additionally, there needs to be an encouraging and further making it possible and easier for girls and women to control birth rates, in all societies, and once having hopefully tamed the "fear and greed" beast that we have so allowed to dominate our societies, and hopefully having got control over religious and extreme political zealotry, to begin to make it possible for small towns and farming to prosper again. Making these areas more attractive, and thus, in addition to reduced populations generally, over time, will assist small town life and farming communities to further draw even more people back and away from the urban obesity of mega-cities, back closer at least, to the land to which we remain connected, even if we have lost sight of the fact. (Lynn, earlier, made some good points on this score. Maybe in another discussion, now that I think about it.)

    It may all still ring like a fantasy somewhat, but eh! If one dares not to dream, there is only the abyssmal present and its ever diminishing prospects and inequalities. Besides , the thing with these kinds of "fantasy creations" is, they need much working upon by many minds and experiences, to hammer and hew them into a shape that more reflects reality and real possibilities. (Which never means one just blindly has to accept what is.)

    [And eh, I have been fortunate in being able to avoid an actual war, though I have been close enough on two occassions to smell the napalm burning, but I did my first live ammunition military "beach landing" exercise at the age of sixteen. I started at fourteen in "cadets", was in the Regina Rifles Regiment of reserves, and served almost a full hitch in the military-, until we "mutually agreed" that I should leave, for the good of the service. :-) So, though I've been able to get to here without killing or being killed, thankfully, military experience, at some level, was a common experience of nealy all young males of my class and time.

    Being as its important to some. ;-]

    Outside of that, my education was confined pretty much to shovelling critter manure and monkey wrenching, learned from old timers.

    Though I've wiped the odd human's ass as well, given them enemas, and drove catheters into their penises. I've also tied their toes together, stuffed their ass with cotton batten, tied off their dicks, stuck 'em into a body bag and put them in the fridge for the undertaker. I've got few illusions.

    Cooking I grew into from the need to feed myself when the old man was at work. Otherwise, he did the cooking and cleaning. Ma wasn't much more than a basket case, pretty much ever.

    My degree is as a Doctor of SFS, or "Street and Farmyard Smarts, written fancy and in Pig Latin on a piece of asswipe. :-)

  • Percy

    6 years ago

    If you're worried about the collapse of civilization, here's a handy tip: some religious groups store up food for such an eventuality. Find out where these folks live!

  • Fiat lux

    6 years ago

    I should have been clearer with my comment on the dismantling of the cities. What I meant was that I don't know what the final straw will be and how it will happen? Even those of us who've been working for years to bring down the USSR couldn't imagine that it will collapse with a whimper. The ways and means of the end are completely unpredictable. But that the collapse will happen is absolutely certain, as the world's ecology can not support the huge energy/water etc. demands of mega cities forever. This is why the USA is so desperate to get our water, when even our own cities are beginning to run short.

    The aberration of logic of mega cities has been caused and created by the present false definition of economic efficiency, encouraging growing waste and incompetence for monetary gains by a special interest sector. I won't go into this now, but I've ben working on this for 20 years, so I have learned a few things in the subject .

    It is also obvious that when the breakdown will occur, rural people will be equally affected, because incompetence and the reliance on bought foods, products and services doesn't stop at city limits. We know people who own thousands of acres with hundreds of cattle, yet, have to buy their vegetables at Safeway, because they don't have even small home gardens and don't know how to grow anything. Some even buy their beef in the store, instead of eating their own.
    Hardly anybody has chickens. Even in this small community, of about 300, we know people who won't eat farmfresh eggs, because the yolks are "too orange" and so they pay high prices for pale factory eggs at the supermarkets.

    So, there will be trouble and suffering all around. The biggest concern is the potential for armed gangs combing the countryside for food and survival items. With all the guns around this could easily happen. We don't get any home invasions around here, because we all have dogs who'd warn us of anybody coming and we all have guns, as ranchers legally permitted to have at least one at the ready and know how to use them.

    I'm a very peaceful man, I don't hunt and even when I have to protect my cattle, or chickens I'd sooner scare off the predators, than shoot them. But if anybody'd try any violence against us, I would without the slightest hesitation. One more, or less on my conscience wouldn't make any difference.

    We saw the collapse of Europe after WW2 and the aftermath. There were no gangs and no violence, but we all were starving and millions were living in ruins in flattened cities for years. I had to live for 6 years in barracks and camp conditions, before we could get married and started to build a home.

    What saved Europe from the total collapse of civilization were the farm and tradespeople, who, at the time still could make something from nothing and grow things without huge energy inputs. They know how to use simple tools and their heads. That was when I decided that no matter how much education I may get, I will one day learn a trade. My opportunity came when came to Vancouver and an old English cabitetmaker took me on as an apprentice at the age of 28. After that I couldn't learn enough to this day. Unfortunately, creative people are a dying breed. My wife tried to teach crafts to some local women, free of charge, for 12 years, but they didn't learn practically anything, so she gave up. It was only a few hours of socializing for them and "What do we do next?".

    So, let's hope that before a catastrophic crash, some politicians will get enough brains together and start thinking about the inevitability of having to do something, regardless of what the stockmarkets may do.

    Of course, we do need cities, just as we need large and small businesses, but we can not permit the growth of parasitical systems infinitely, especially when their cancerous growth threatens the survival of the human race. What benefit did Mexico get from 1.5 million survival farm families forced into shanty towns by NAFTA, even if it increased their fraudulent GDP ?

    Also, of course, people enjoy parasitical lifestyles, none of us are immune to the addiction of consumerism, but under the present economic systems humanity is rapidly becoming seagulls feeding off garbage dumps instead of doing the jobs they were created for.

    I'll return to Coyote's very interesting comments either later tonight, or in the morning. Ed Deak, Big Lake.

  • Coyote

    6 years ago

    Very interesting piece, Fait. Looking forward to what else you may have on the subject.

    Quote:
    "Some even buy their beef in the store, instead of eating their own." wrote Fait, referring to some "big" ranchers.

    I've worked as a hired hand on more than one of these kinds of farms and ranches, from Saskatchewan to BC. They all should have had a sign over the farm gate that read, "Don't Eat The Meat". (Though, at the time, we didn't know everything we do now, about a lot of "industrial" farming practice.Still, even then, sometimes there were suspicions that nagged at our minds. A certain "uncomfortableness.")

    We always ate our own critters, but sometimes, one wasn't always too sure what was in the store "bought" cattle and chicken feed. In the end, we fed our cattle to "feeder" weight on our grass and hay, and what the market fed through those we sold after that, on presumably one of these huge manure pile feedlots that you can smell miles ahead of seeing it, is anybody's guess.

    We finished those we would consume ourselves, in addition to good quality hay, on a ration of plain grain for about six weeks, to marble and flavour the meat, Which I always thought, and still do, produces a superior quality and taste over straight grass fed, which I find tends a little to the "tough" and "gamey" side. Still, it beats Creutzfeldt-Jakob beef all to hell. :-) (And always having a few milk cows around, what we didn't use, we put through the pigs we would consume. Milk fed pork!!! We spoiled them, but they were Mmmmm, good! I can still taste those critters. And liver from your own fresh killed beef!!! Tasteeee!

    Now see, there I go waxing all nostalgic over the ancient rite of the slaughter. :-)

  • Fiat lux

    6 years ago

    I'm a firm believer in ESP. There's no escape from it and we all experience and practice it every day. We think, or talk of somebody and the phone rings with him, or her, on the line, or a letter arrives, or the person walks in. Happens all the time to everybody and there are many different manifestations of the phenomena.

    We bought some lakeshore lots in the Cariboo in 1969, when we were still living in Vancouver and then built a cabin on one. It was still an uninhabited subdivision at the time and our first experience with real solitude. We began to notice that after we spent some time at the lake and were heading back to Vancouver, when the vista of the Greater Vancouver area opened up at the top of the hill, going down to the Port Mann bridge, it was like being hit in the chest with depression. We asked other people at the lake and they all had the same feeling. We concluded that what hit us was the combined ESP of a million unhappy souls screaming for help.

    We now have lived out here in isolation for 26 years. It took us about 5 years to really become part of the landscape. The nearest town, Williams Lake, is 55 km, a 45 minute drive from here. We try to go only twice a month to save time and gas. In the meantime we sometimes don't see anybody for a week, or two. Our nearest neighbours are about 1 km from us.

    We are up at 6 and go to bed at 11, always working on something, but although we may get tired a bit, we don't feel down. However, when we go to town to do our shopping, we get completely worn out and many times, after we come home and unload the truck we have to lie down for a rest. Other people who commute to town to work feel nothing unusual, but those who live similar lifestyles to ours, feel exactly the same way as we do, tired and worn out after a few hours in town.

    The only conclusion we can come up with that by living alone out in the country we get away from the influence of the ESP of the crowds, buy when we get exposed, we pick it up and it wears us down. This is not only our opinion, but shared by everybody we know.

    This brings up the question, how much the ESP of sick minds influences the decision making processes of any group, management, club, etc? Especially of so called think tanks and legislatures, where the influence of some crazy people with strong ESP powers, like Hitler, or Mao, or any political leader, can actually push people into the wrong direction, criminal acts and disasters? How about the power of "great orators" , preachers, and leaders ? Where does it come from?

    Political and economic ideologies are usually the results of group thinking, influenced by powerful, but often sick minds. The mass hysteria of crowds, fundamentalist religions, political conventions, are always the result of forms of mass hypnosis caused by ESP.

    Is it then any wonder that human history always keeps repeating itself with the most horrible results ?

    As I wrote before, we do need cities, or even political leaders, for certain purposes, within limits, but if I never see another large city in my life, it will be too soon. Ed Deak, Big Lake.

  • Coyote

    6 years ago

    Quote:
    "We concluded that what hit us was the combined ESP of a million unhappy souls screaming for help." wrote Fait Lux.

    Indeed, an interesting take, Fait. Ain't no question but there is the this strange, in the gut feeling that hits, I mistakenly thought perhaps just me and the Mrs., when one breaks out into the open there, coming down onto the Port Mann.

    I immediately look off, over there to that mass of cheek by jowl housing development that is... What's it called? Mary Hill? ...and it jolts me everytime, like a hit of nausea. What a sanity foresaken pile of humanity that place is-, devoid of anything that resembles nature, that is whatsoever apparent. No, I'm wrong. I immediately think, "Ant hill!" Which is nature.

    One does adjust some, of course, because one has to, but what an initial unpleasant scream comes up out of that place of lost souls, as one immediately begins to jostle and jockey for position going onto the Port Mann, like scattergun pellets being shot out of a blunderbuss. I'm still amazed that I actually survived driving a transit bus there, for all those strange, alienated years.

    It was like living in a great, overcrowded slaughterhouse stockyard, with its controlling systems of cattle chutes and holding pens.

    "Moooo! Moooooo!"

    Oh well, it put us together enough of a pension that while, like yourself, we couldn't have afforded to stay there ourselves, even if we'd wanted to, it is enough to survive quite nicely in much preferable Small Town.

    And I can hear folks saying now, in skeptical disbelief, " A big Union paid bus driver couldn't afford to live in Vancouver?!!?"

    Well, there's all kinds of stories come out of the Big City, and when that "union paycheque" stops coming, and you take the "hit" in income you do, when you retire, unless you just want to live for your home as your raison d'etre, you better have an alternative plan. (And me, though not the old lady, I could be no less happy in a tar paper covered shack.) And I know, there's folks who can and do live out of dumpsters, sleep in cardboard boxes, and take the odd bowl of soup from Harbourlights, but that wasn't the option I was working on, if I could avoid it.

    As it is, I've got a whole wilderness a short bicycle ride away, that is within easy sight and sound all around me, where I can play the big nature photographer, and play with the bugs, birds and critters of my youth. Hell, I never buy more than I can pay for, keep my "expectations" and appetites to a low threshold, save for the single malt whiskey of course, and have zero debts to keep my nose to the grindstone-, which for me, I'm back in the Garden of Eden.

    For so long as my health stays good. :-) Even in paradise, there is always a catch.

  • KWD

    6 years ago

    ESP and group think! You might have something there Ed.

    Although not quite as exciting as ESP, I’m a firm believer in BHSR (Basic Human Survival Response), or its simpler form, APSP (Avoid Pain, Seek Pleasure). Although it doesn’t explain those phone calls or letters from someone you were recently thinking of, or their sudden arrival, it probably explains many events in our lives, including depressing trips from Shangri La over the Port Mann and into Dante’s Inferno.

    That sense of depression you feel when you approach the Port Mann probably starts at Big Lake the night before you climb into your auto and head south: A restless night’s sleep coupled with a lack of appetite in the morning - because you’re mind, at a non conscious level, has been mulling the dreaded ordeal all night - starts working on the body.

    Once ‘on the road’ you are forced to deal with increasing sensory input: more traffic, more hazards, road rage, lousy driving weather or any number of events that you don’t normally deal with. The tension builds.

    By the time you get to Cache Creek your heart rate is elevated, the BP rises and you are doing a little hyperventilation. This is when you start to notice a few of those unhappy souls screaming for help so you stop at Hungry Herby’s for a break and a coffee. Unfortunately that’s just the beginning of the body’s efforts to protect you during this painful trip.

    Of course the coffee break is only temporary relief. You still have a long way to go and still have to face a huge increase in sensory input.

    At Hope the pain of hearing those unhappy souls is starting to become more noticeable. Traffic is coming at you from all sides and you wish you had eyes in the back of head. By now your BP has been elevated for several hours. The body’s large muscle groups are tense. The rapid breathing, combined with too much caffeine and too little sleep, is starting to alter your blood chemistry. Your thinking is becoming mildly impaired.

    From Hope to the Port Mann there is a gradual buildup of adrenalin and the blood chemistry is altered significantly. What started as heightened sensory input now becomes sensory overload. Tense muscles are suffering from acid buildup and you notice that your shoulders and neck are starting send you painful messages. Your grip on the steering wheel is so great you’ve created depressions in the plastic covering and your hands are sweaty.

    As the vista of Greater Vancouver opens up at the top of the hill, on the approach to the Port Mann, millions of unhappy muscle fibers start screaming for relief. That "in the gut feeling" tells you that the body has reached its limit in its ability to deal with the sensory overload, elevated adrenalin and harmful levels of toxins in the blood. You are in pain; physically and emotionally.

    Now you’re in the thick of it. The ‘flight or fight’ response is suppressed. You are surrounded by vehicles of all sizes and shapes, and there is no escape. All you can do now is yield to basic survival instincts; and survival dictates that you concede. You have yielded to the cities powerful group-think environment.

    Of course, while all of this physiological stuff was going on, the mind was working overtime and compounding the problem. As you are driving along criticizing the road hogs, crowded city life, the media, automation, politicians, neoclassical economists and Hitler you are adding to the pain load (all criticism is pain related, if it didn’t have a pain component we wouldn’t use it).

    The impaired thinking of a depressed mind is just waiting for the next command from the furor.

  • KWD

    6 years ago

    Ooops. Try Fuhrer ...

  • Coyote

    6 years ago

    I "sensed" you were out there, KWD. Feeling a little competitive are we? :-D

    Whatever its mechanical/physiological root, and I don't disagree with Pavlovian theory-, actually accept its over-arching validity as an explanation for human behavioural responses. Nonetheless, regardless of its working in the background, not entirely unlike old DOS in Windows, ESP still works. Just not in "some other" spiritual, hocus pocus realm.

    Which reminds me. Victoria sucks as well. Where I was during this same Vancouver trip. It only looks and feels better compared to Vancouver, otherwise it's in the same handbasket bound for Hell. (Capitalism eventually fucks everything it touches, bar none. Unless there is no dollar potential.)

    Victoria is about on a level with the Okanagan-, in terms of degree of being spewed out across what was a beautiful landscape.

    And you didn't need to make the "fuhrer" correction. "Furor" worked just as well-, nay, better. :-)

    Eh people, it's Saturday night and "the mood" is on me. And I'm hearing a 10 year old bottle of Glenmorangie calling my name. (Momma's happy, 'cause I made her favourite bran muffins and foccicia bread today, so I've got a little brownie point latitude here, that I think I will take advantage of. :-)

    A man has to keep his woman happy. :-)

    Catch ya's upon the 'morrow.

  • Coyote

    6 years ago

    That'z "foccacia". I swear, sometimes I think this Tyee programming mis-spells words, in translation.

    Couldn't be me?

    Nah. No way. :-)

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